[One and Another Him] [Episode 14] [Everything Is Worse Than What I’ve Imagined] Dr. Polaroid, do you still recognize me? Are you ready? Ready From now on, you will lose this period of your memory Before the surgery, I will conduct a few hypnotic treatment sessions, Before the surgery, I will conduct a few hypnotic treatment sessions, which will cause your consciousness to slowly forget this period in your memory Go for it Aren’t you afraid? I’m afraid that the longer it drags on, the more I’ll cling to this feeling until I no longer want to lose it What you want to eliminate is not this period of your memory but the feeling of liking her Lin Yuan… goodbye Lin Yuan goodbye Lin Yuan? Goodbye? You are Zhou Yang Impossible This is ridiculous I checked already Zhou Yang is living well in France I think I am that period of his memory that was eliminated during surgery It’s not a memory. It’s the feeling of a memory Specifically speaking, it is the love experience, a reflex from the neural mechanisms involving emotion You can define it however you like I just want to know if this feeling has found the correct owner Some mishaps have happened Cheng Yimu, male, nineteen years old A Chinese student majoring in French at the University of Paris, 1 Pantheon-Sorbonne Because of the breakup with his childhood love, he was in a car accident which resulted in the damage to his neural mechanisms involving emotion Zhou Yang then decided to voluntarily donate this period of his emotional memory The receiver was the man named Cheng Yimu It’s not the memory Don’t become fixated at this part of time with me I only want to know why Xiao En is the one who possesses this memory Can you give me some time to explain? Explain? After your explanation, can it, this period of emotion memory which is me, escape form Xiao En’s body right away? After your explanation, can it, this period of emotion memory which is me, escape form Xiao En’s body right away? I don’t understand why you would enter Xiao En’s body, either I don’t understand why you would enter Xiao En’s body, either So if explaining works, why do I need you, Doctor? What should I do now? Give me some time

I will definitely figure this out We are going out of town for a competition this time We will be facing the Taekwondo clubs from seven schools I want to see prize trophies Therefore, I request my team members to fulfill one word this time Excellence Next, I will announce the members who will be attending I don’t need to announce them all now. Except for Lin Yuan, everyone else will go All right, everyone, adjourn to begin practice – Yes, sir – Yes, sir Coach I Isn’t your leg hurt? Look. Look. It’s fine It’s fine. It’s fine. It has really healed – No. No. No. No.No – It’s healed. You take a look. You take a look – Coach – Rest more, okay? What are you laughing at? What are you laughing at? I was afraid to get assigned to your team if I participated Keep dreaming Coach, why did you eliminate Lin Yuan? Her level is not high enough for most of the matches For those that she does qualify for, she doesn’t have enough skill for To be frank, I’m afraid it would hurt her self-esteem Don’t we perform a demonstration before every match? – I’ll do it with her – Is that necessary? – Yes – Why? Why is your face getting red? Am… I? Yes, it is Please come over here, Coach Coach, he is calling for you I have a question that needs to be clarified Do you remember when we were young… In daycare, there was a girl who kept chasing me around? It was you that kept chasing her Was it? My question is Since that was the only time I was in a close contact with a girl, except for my mom, before I was nineteen years old, Since that was the only time I was in a close contact with a girl, except for my mom, before I was nineteen years old, is that… considered love? Do you mean her? Why do you have this photo? Because she is… me ! Get out of here You are my childhood trauma I was confused about genders when I was young Androgynous people grow up to be smart Really? Then how come you still can’t write a single word on our new thesis? Really? Then how come you still can’t write a single word on our new thesis? No, why do you… keep bringing up my youth? It’s nothing Love Who did you fall in love with? Lin Yuan? Didn’t Lin Yuan. Lin Yuan Lin Yuan. Lin Yuan. Lin Yuan Who said it was her? Did I say that? When did I say that? You are sick. You’re mental. Your brain is injured If you have time, why don’t you work on the thesis instead of gossiping so much? You’ve gone crazy, right? Moreover, why did you think of Lin Yuan? When did I say those two words? Did I really… start to like her? No. You— Are you sure Little Steamed Bun will appear at this time in the cafeteria? Yes What is the evidence? Have you been paying extra attention to my girlfriend? I know why you are so sure Because Little Steamed Bun tends to appear with a specific someone What you care about is that someone Say it clearly. Who is this someone? Do you really want me to say it? No need Let’s begin this test

But let’s agree beforehand. If Little Steamed Bun doesn’t appear by the last question, I won’t give you the answers First question. Do you look at her friends’ circle often? No, I don’t use any friends’ circle I blocked them all [Ma Dengdeng] [Don’t let him see my friends.] [Lin Yuan] Surprisingly, Xiao En actually pressed “like.” I didn’t “like” it. I didn’t “like” it. I didn’t “like” it. I didn’t When walking with her side by side, do you walk very, very slow? No. I have never walked with her side by side When she’s near you, do you pretend not to notice her? Not possible. Aside from myself, I don’t care about anyone else When you hear her voice, do you find you can’t help but smile? She is not telling jokes. That question is too dumb Hey, over here! When she appears, nothing else exists. Right? Impossible. That assumption doesn’t work, based on physics Classmate! Classmate? Classmate! It’s not like nothing else exists, is that so? You have watched too many idol dramas – Last question. You must tell me who you’re thinking of in one second – LIn Yuan L-Little Steamed Bun is – Behind me, on my left – How’d you know? You told me. With the expression of someone liking someone I don’t need to tell you the answer to this question, right? No. The answer is that I don’t like her You’re right. As long as you’re happy, that’s good Let me tell you. A junior in the Chinese Department at your school confessed to Lin Yuan Let me tell you. A junior in the Chinese Department at your school confessed to Lin Yuan Na Mu! Just keep eating [Why did you break up?] [A person like you would only appear for two episodes in a television drama.] [I knew you couldn’t leave me since my eyes are so attractive.] [Do we want to go through the standard procedure of going to a movie and have a different together time before you decide?]

[Do we want to go through the standard procedure of going to a movie and have a different together time before you decide?] [How many other people have you said that to?] [Wait for me to explain it. Koala’s March cookies were mailed to Mai Tian by Lin Yuan.] [Since I, Dengdeng Ma, broke up with her, I’ve had no contact with her.] [I’ve even deleted all my contact methods with Mai Tian.] [Ma Dengdeng wants to give Na Mu a place worthy of the name.] [Su… Sugoi? ] (T/N: “Amazing” in Japanese.) [Look at how much your Chinese has improved. You even know Japanese now.] Ma Dengdeng, I’m not kidding around with you! Lin Yuan, I like you! Lin Yuan, I like you! Lin Yuan, I like you! Lin Yuan, I like you! Lin Yuan, I like you! [How to Confess to a Girl] [Use a method that you’re good at, to confess.] You go in first What’s wrong? Nothing What? What? Enough. Stop playing around Why did you bring me here? – They closed this part for remodeling – What? I’m one of the long-standing scholarly students who are hard to get rid of at school I am already a do-nothing that people gossip about If others see a guy coming here to see me almost every day, it will have a bad effect on me Coming here almost every day? I didn’t come to see you that often It looks like you’re quite popular I didn’t mean that in a bad way Anyway, you’re supposed to be popular Are you too embarrassed to ask me to return your money? I’ll try to get it. I can pay you back 20,000 first, this month Why can’t you quit talking about money? I came to talk to you about another matter Your impromptu move saved the day for me last time When my mom saw you, one who actually could be a blind-date candidate for me and that coincidentally met all her aesthetics, she was suddenly overjoyed Now she wants to meet you again She wants me to bring you home at least three times each week Haven’t I told you all this? What? Is that true? – Then, what do we do? – If this will make things difficult for you, then just forget about it If I don’t go and that woman with the plastic surgery goes to your house to bother you, won’t you be in a difficult situation? If I don’t acknowledge her, my mom won’t be able to do anything about it Then, I’ll go For a short time, we’ll go through the motions Later, we’ll just say we don’t suit each other and finish it off Thank you Oh, by the way I didn’t know what color you liked, so I bought this set for you This is too expensive. I can’t accept it If you don’t take it, who am I going to give it to? My mom is too old and my younger sister is too young It doesn’t suit either of them. Take it I really can’t take it. It’s really too expensive. Too expensive Too expensive– My gosh! How much money did I let drop on the floor? You really are a moneygrubber It’s not that I want to talk about this. It’s really hard to notice this Dr. Zhang of yours If you didn’t mention it, I wouldn’t know there was such a person What are you smiling about? Has school made you stupid? I was thinking about something

Life sure changes Where are you going? Am I some kind of enemy to the Lin family? Lin Yuan, I like you What are you… going to do? Solve it carefully The answer is what I want to say [hearto = (x ^ 2 + 9/4 * y ^2 + z ^ 2 – 1) ^3 – x ^ 2 * Z ^ 3 – (9/80) * Y ^ 2 * Z ^ 3] Do we have to draw the coordinate axis? Coordinate axis? What axis? Your Chinese is subpar even compared to your class’s African student It’s normal for me not to know mathematical terms Your Chinese is the only good thing about your whole person Fighting again It’s nothing. We’ll be fine in a few days Can’t spoil women. They get worse after you spoil them Can you solve this? Did your dream of Zhou Yang again? Using math problems to abuse yourself Xiao En gave me this He said the answer is what he wants to say Really? You just said he is acting strangely He doesn’t even speak to me directly with human words but gives me a math question You see, with his amazing brain, what if this is him cursing at me? Or what if I wake up one day with a super clear and intelligent brain and I solve it all of a sudden and what happens if I then suddenly die? Among thirty-six tactics, fleeing is the top tactic I am leaving first. Bye-bye Hi Can you solve this? Exactly what happened with you two?! Nothing happened [Lin Yuan] Please make her stupid so she can’t figure it out Please make her smart so she can figure it out quickly

Am I crazy? Why am I thinking about him? Do I not have any other dreams to dream? I’m going nuts! Eat – Auntie, eat vegetables – Thank you – Uncle, eat vegetables – Thank you Xiaoti is very sensible Look how well she can speak and she is so considerate, right? After we’re finished, I’ll give Lin Yuan a call I’ll tell her that from now on, we’re dropping her from our family Then, we’ll let Zhaoti take her place. Okay? Here, pour me some wine. My goodness Good enough Thank you, thank you Lin Fang, eat vegetables You’re overdoing it a little If we do it well, they’ll relax. Then, we won’t need to come as often It’s like this Lin Fang, from now on, bring Xiaoti to our house to eat dinner every day from now on, bring Xiaoti to our house to eat dinner every day – Cheers – Cheers! From now on… we are one family Cheers! Hey, touch glasses Down the hatch. Such happiness What’s the time now? 10:00 Here. Look at it yourself Right now, it’s 12:00 It’s the New Year! You are not able to drink as much as my mother There is an umbrella. Rainbow colors – You’re a scamp – So what if I’m a scamp? This isn’t good

Xiaoti Thank you for becoming my roommate under duress and not arguing over the rent Thank you for becoming my roommate under duress and not arguing over the rent Thank you for becoming my roommate under duress and not arguing over the rent Thank you for saving me from that evil driver Thank you for saving me from that evil driver I didn’t know what to do Everything I do, I can’t do it well Today, it looks like I’ve given you even more problems Lin Fang, you should find a girlfriend Find a good one that can measure up to you Forget Huang Xiaolei I’m also thankful toward you Thank you for finding Lin Yuan for me Thank you for pretending to be my girlfriend Thank you for staying with me after my break-up Also, thank you for doing everything possible to make my parents feel happy You are a good person Don’t make yourself suffer People are all good Fate doesn’t always have a how or why So, no matter who wrongs you, you shouldn’t wrong yourself, either Do you understand? I understand Is this… the answer? That’s what you wanted to say to me? A fart! A fart? So you’re saying your word to me… is “fart.” No way. It isn’t possible for him to call himself that, right? Then, that means… I’m a fart I am a fart? A fart! Did I provoke you last time? Why would you do this? Based on what? Why? This won’t work. I think these techniques are too high a level I fear she won’t be able to do it How about this one? This one won’t work, either. After attempting this move, she’ll easily get hurt Forget it. I’ll arrange something special by myself, based on her interests and her level I really think there is no need for that Wouldn’t it be better to have a different person demonstrate one with her? Lin Yuan, are you okay? Your wounds look very severe Lin Yuan, what happened to you? I… Coach, I fell and hurt my leg I can’t participate in the preliminary competition That should make some people very happy What are you guys looking at?! Continue practicing! What’s the situation? How did this happen? It was a new pair of UGG footwear The competition is coming up soon. What are you doing? Act. Continue acting Don’t hold back. You must want to laugh You’re very happy, aren’t you? You know the coach wanted me to do a pairs demonstration with you Aren’t you super, super unwilling to do it? You feel that you’ve been wronged and taken advantage of, right? But I’m telling you, I don’t have the thick skin you think I have Instead of letting you make a fool of yourself with me, I just got myself out of it since I’m totally aware of the situation Say that again. I didn’t understand Xiao En… listen well

The incidents that happened during the seaside sunrise and eating instant noodles were just my mistakes The incidents that happened during the seaside sunrise and eating instant noodles were just my mistakes Since I’ve already said this before, I will never make that kind of mistake again Moreover, I am not a flirtatious person Even if one day I can’t keep it in and get moved, that person won’t be you for sure Therefore, you didn’t need to use that method to warn me off That was shameful We can’t even be friends going forward Goodbye and let’s never meet again then Coach Hurry and get a new replacement partner for him. Okay? Oh, all right Did you solve that math problem? I solved it Burned my eyes I don’t want to see Lin Yuan, be careful of the steps That side Bye You are following me? You’re mistaken You dare to follow me? Don’t. Don’t. Ever since I found out you have two conscious selves, I… I just want to secretly protect you After all, I am a psychiatrist. I am responsible for you Don’t use your profession as an excuse for your perversions I don’t wish you to do this again Okay. Okay, okay – Then I will openly follow you next time – You dare! Weren’t you also looking for me? Last time, you said that the only thing that can be confirmed is that both of my conscious selves like Lin Yuan The experience of liking Lin Yuan is something that I can never tell to other people, But I can donate it to a patient who also has damage to his neural mechanisms for emotions since he will have lost all possible feelings of love If he didn’t meet Lin Yuan, we’d just assume that this love of mine was buried If he did meet Lin Yuan, he’d be able to have a great love relationship with Lin Yuan on my behalf with no interference, but now it will be inside a normal person’s body Do you know what kind of previous relationship experiences Xiao En had before? Do I know? If he gets affected and falls in love with Lin Yuan and also mixes in some other feelings, isn’t that being too cruel to Lin Yuan? My conclusion might be completely accurate Do not pay specific attention to Lin Yuan because of what I said No, you’re right. I like Lin Yuan Now I just want to know if the other conscious self also likes Lin Yuan So from now on, if Xiao En comes to see you, you shouldn’t guide him toward liking Lin Yuan anymore Before all the details are clear,

you can not tell him about my existence, either In reality… In reality, your other conscious self is also you If you hesitate and are unsure about your feelings, then it means that you don’t actually like Lin Yuan I’m sure that I like Lin Yuan I also saw what my other conscious self did with Lin Yuan I suspect that he also likes Lin Yuan From the scenes that I have seen when Xiao En and Lin Yuan are together, I suspect he must have really fallen for Lin Yuan This is terrible. I am unable to reconcile the two consciousnesses – I became my own love rival – This is terrible Me and Xiao En are completely two different people Now we’ve become love rivals sharing the same body and same face Since I don’t know what my other consciousness has done, Lin Yuan will think that I’m a crazy person I don’t know what Xiao En has done Lin Yuan will think I’m a crazy person I already confessed to Lin Yuan, but her reaction was very disgusted Even if she doesn’t like me, she wouldn’t express such disdain I suspect my other me is using subterfuge Lin Yuan thinks I am Xiao En but she told me that she still likes Zhou Yang I really can’t do anything then Stop talking! I don’t care about if it’s Lin Yuan or not Lin Yuan Now I really want to know what this is all about You better figure this out soon for me because you are definitely not an innocent bystander in this disaster I hope you figure this out soon After all, you are not an innocent bystander to have made things get this far After all, you are not an innocent party to make things go this far – I can only tell you one thing – I can only tell you one thing – Every time I wake up, – Every time I go to sleep at night, – I become him – I become him [13:30] [Aunt Sheng] Aunt Sheng, how are you? I’ve been so busy lately About the job to supervise Peng Yilun in his studies, I’m afraid I won’t be able to do it Auntie, I… will refer you to another classmate She was top notch in our school What kind of foul student is this? He poured tomato egg drop soup on me when he disagreed What is this? I can’t do this for any amount of money This is too much. That little jerk Sorry, sorry. The kid is not bad inside He just has a large range of emotions How much money did they give you? You are still speaking up for him Why didn’t you just keep the job then? He asked me where you were every minute He went crazy when I said I didn’t know I think he needs to see a psychiatrist! The match is next Tuesday Remember to pretend all the way Don’t get caught Why should I feel guilty? Annoying You are here Are you blushing? Are you nervous? Are you scared of me? I’ve changed What? Are you afraid that I’ll pour tomato egg drop soup on you, too? You dare? You… criticize me, please Change your attitude No wonder people say that you have no family discipline So what if I don’t have family discipline, but I did get discipline from my nanny I am a convert to the nanny educated religion See, you look pretty once you smile It’s just that your face is a little bit big and your lips are a little pale So I’m giving you this I know nothing about this Lin Yuan picked it out for me. Said it changes color One stick is as good as ten sticks Take it back It’s for you I don’t want it. Take it back You really don’t want it?

– Does anyone want this? – Peng Yilun Here (Tutor me.) What? What? Tutor me! Meet at subway Exit A at 7:00 p.m. tonight My mom wants to go to karaoke. Is that okay? Sure, see you tonight Good Director This is your certificate for the Technology Invention Award Fill this form in later. Okay? This is for the American Technological Invention Summer Camp Summer camp? Isn’t that only for the top three? Xiao En wrote you a recommendation letter The summer camp administrator i-is…. his teacher from high school Please fill in the form Thank you, Director So, next week I am coming to America I hope we can meet If you can stay a few more days, I’ll reserve you a spot to visit The Wave. I’ll accompany you for those few more days If you can stay a few more days, I’ll reserve you a spot to visit The Wave. I’ll accompany you for those few more days Great I am really grateful to Xiao En I didn’t expect he’d write me a recommendation letter That indicates he values you now, right? So you should keep it up But I have one concern Xiao En gave Lin Yuan a math problem and said the answer is what he wanted to say to her I saw the answer Feels like receiving a ten thousand pointed assault, right? Yes I hope I misunderstood what Xiao En wanted to express It’s probably hard to misunderstand it Why are you already feeling dejected at this point? You know. The debate about the axiom of choice and the axiom of countable choice has been going on for ages You know. The debate about the axiom of choice and the axiom of countable choice has been going on for ages Therefore, I think it’s hard to conclude which side will win until the very end Therefore, I think it’s hard to conclude which side will win until the very end I understand your concept But beforehand, I did something I feel ashamed of I changed the answer to the problem Xiao En gave Lin Yuan I Now it is no longer a fair competition Listen to me. On the path to reaching one’s goal, it’s unavoidable to sacrifice a few obstacles Mai Tian,

its not that we can’t be good friends, it’s just that I have to think of love So I need to temporarily say goodbye to you Older Sister, I miss you very much How have you been doing recently? Hi. This is…? Na Ka. I’m Na Mu’s older sister Looks like your Chinese was taught by a Shandong teacher – Hi, Older Sister – Hi! Who are you? Let me introduce myself. I am Na Mu’s– Friend Both he and Lin Yuan live in our house He is only a regular friend What’s your name? – Then, call me– – Just a regular friend You wouldn’t remember his name Na Mu, I need to speak with you Older Sister, I’ll call you later Let’s talk later I have to go back to Thailand tomorrow to attend my older sister’s wedding I have a lot of things to attend to I really can’t think about this stuff now I’m free, too Aren’t you going to invite me to go with you? I was not planning on it This is all stuff from my past with Mai Tian You can do anything you want with it I have deleted her Wechat, Weibo, and phone number as well Ma Dengdeng, that’s not the point You always have one wave not settled when another wave comes It should be poi (T/N: a character difference from her “lang” for wave.) Whatever In summary, we can’t continue like this We need time to cool off Coach, you are looking for me? Your leg is healed? It’s only that your knee was slightly twisted Look at how your leg was wrapped that day. You were even in a wheelchair? – Where is our Taekwondo spirit? – What? Stop pretending, Xiao En already told me He took you to the hospital for a follow-up visit a few days ago and found it was only a minor injury to your knee Don’t be so delicate By the way… Yue Yan, come over here This is your partner for your demonstration match You see, Xiao En is so nice to you He was worried that you would feel pressure demonstrating alone He especially found a partner at the same level as you and with a mild personality He especially found a partner at the same level as you and with a mild personality You must not let him down. Practice well, okay? What? Good luck with your demonstration Did you take the wrong medication? Timing and Subtitles brought to you by 1+1 Team @ Viki “My Special” by UNIQ ♫ What kind of speed do I need to catch up with my dream, after all ♫ ♫ Hide my secrets in splendid fireworks ♫ ♫ A brand new day has arrived again ♫ ♫ Yet I still stay at the same spot ♫ ♫ I tell myself not to fear as long as we can be together ♫ ♫ In the daytime, the night time, or the sleepless early morning, ♫ ♫ My mind is full of the pictures of you alone or me being with you ♫